Frustration

Do you ever wonder what ever happened to YOU?  Sometimes I wonder if everything I do is a product of everyone around me.  I wonder if the only reason I do some of the things I do is because someone else thinks that's what I should be doing.  I have decided to go on a self discovery quest!

Right now I'm training for the St. George marathon, wondering if it will be my last. . .

I had a really big start to my summer with the Little Red Century, Rockwell Relay and Ragnar.  I've had a hard time keeping my body out of recovery mode, not to mention I found myself eating fudge stripe cookies and peanut butter for lunch (yes Mom, that's what I had for lunch today).  I tend to feed my stress and then beat myself up for it later (my dear, sweet husband LOVES it when I do this, bless his heart. . .).  I'm hoping that if I can find myself somewhere then I won't have as much stress to feed. . .